xenamorph: Source: Bre Blair in The Babysitter's Club (Upset)
Rachel Berenson ([personal profile] xenamorph) wrote in [community profile] dreamcrystals2024-05-13 06:10 pm

You take it with you. See ya.

Sender: Rachel
To: Everyone
Which: Passive dream recording
Warnings: Death, blood, child soldiers, serious injuries. Nothing in great detail, but still present..



The environment is sterile. Artificial. She recognizes the interior of a spaceship, but it barely registers to her. All she sees are enemies. Targets. Humans and aliens alike, the lead human barely more than a teenager himself, all concentrating on a viewscreen on the far wall. All oblivious to her presence until she’s nearly finished the transformation into a grizzly bear. Only then does one of them see her and yell the word “Animorph!”

And Rachel’s thought-speak voice, cocky as ever, replies <That’s right, genius: Animorph.>

The bear charges for the leader, barreling into him and knocking him across the room. A burst of light- a laser of some sort- hits her shoulder, but the assault on the boy doesn’t relent until he manages, with great difficulty, to slip past her.

Other animals have emerged from the humans and aliens around her then. Two lionesses, a polar bear, a buffalo- the boy she was after turned into a cobra. Outnumbered five to one, and yet they’re all waiting for her to make the first move.

<Well? Scared? You should be.> She sounds like she’s laughing as she says it.

She charges, and everything goes to hell.

A confusing jumble of violence and chaos. The polar bear goes down first, retreats. The buffalo keeps charging her, but she refuses to stay down. The lions both latch onto her, teeth and claws sinking in to try and drag her to the floor. Another voice, from somebody on the screen, keeps yelling a name, but she can’t respond. The screaming voices begin to blur together, the boy on the screen and the boy in the snake’s body, as she tries to fight against the menagerie arrayed against her. It’s not until a different voice speaks- a voice that those in Reverein might recognize.

<Rachel!>
<Help me, Tobias.>
<I can’t, I->

Urgently, she cuts him off.

<Help me get him! Help me get him!>

Another jumble of voices- directions from Tobias, a swipe of her blood-stained paw, and the snake is impaled, screaming, begging the other boy on the screen for mercy.

<Jake! Stop her!>

And then she bites down on his head, and he stops moving, stops speaking.

Everything gets blurry after that, dimly visible as she struggles to become human again despite the fog of her wounds. And then, once she is, once she spits the broken cobra skull out of her human mouth, she realizes it’s over. An ordinary human, surrounded still- polar bear, buffalo, lionesses. She can’t fight them. She doesn’t have to. She got the job done.
She looks at the screen. Tobias is there- human now. Crying. She tries to smile for him.

“I love you.”

Behind her, a voice says <You fought well, Rachel.> A young man’s voice. The voice from the screen. The wrong voice.

Jake’s voice.

Confused, she turns back around to see a Siberian tiger standing where the polar bear had been, swiping a massive paw at her head.

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[personal profile] notachickenhawk 2024-05-13 10:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[No. No no no this has to just be a dream. Jake would never -]

[His ‘voice’ is a little shaky as he flutters over to her bed.]


<… Guess it’s your turn to share.>
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[personal profile] notachickenhawk 2024-05-21 02:45 pm (UTC)(link)
<Right, like how mine wasn't a big deal. You don't have to lie to me. And I really wish you wouldn't, honestly. It's...>

[He really likes her, but this is a part of her that does frustrate him even if he knows he does it too.]

<... It'll be easier if you just tell me. You know there's nothing we can't face together.>
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[personal profile] notachickenhawk 2024-05-23 02:29 pm (UTC)(link)
['It was the only way'. He wants to protest - but it's a war. Was there a way for Elfangor to not die? Maybe, but it would have meant leaving Earth defenseless. Was there a way for Rachel to not die? Sure, but it probably would have led to something else horrible happening.]

[War is hell. War will always be hell.]


<Jake would never.>

[Unless he got Yeerk'd again, but... yeah. If he were in human morph he'd be staring blankly at her. As it is he just feels numb and jumbled up. How... how is he supposed to deal with this? How is he supposed to go on, knowing that Rachel's dead?]

[He doesn't care about her any less, but the room feels suddenly cold like a ghost's walked through the space. The silence stretches on and on. He's barely breathing - practically frozen in fear.]

[Finally, finally he speaks up again.]


<I hope ->

[His voice breaks off, shaky even in thought-speech.]

<I hope it was as painless and quick as possible. I'm... I'm so sorry I couldn't be there. ... It should have been me instead of you.>

[Sure, Rachel was their fiercest fighter - but Rachel also had family who cared about her. He didn't have anyone. He was disposable. She wasn't.]

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holdshisown: (Sad)

Sender: Maedhros

[personal profile] holdshisown 2024-05-13 10:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Are you well, my friend? That was... an unpleasant dream to have, I wager.
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[personal profile] holdshisown 2024-05-14 08:10 am (UTC)(link)
You don't need to explain yourself to me, friend, not unless you wish to. But... if you do wish to have the ear of one who might... understand, I am always willing to listen. And if not... I'm also willing to provide distraction. That always tend to help a bit.

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heartatsunder: (A delicate refusal to cast oneself)

Sender: Helga Pataki

[personal profile] heartatsunder 2024-05-14 02:36 am (UTC)(link)
[Helga is beginning to conclude that the reason her dream was so ungodly boring compared to everyone else's is because she doesn't come from some cool sci-fi or fantasy setting, and frankly that kind of sucks.]

You know Bird Boy, huh? So are you Bear Belle in real life or just in the dream?
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[personal profile] heartatsunder 2024-05-14 04:12 am (UTC)(link)
Sheesh, Sunshine, it's a nickname, not a social security number.

I only asked because I thought Bir
[Oh, fine.] Tobias came solo, so I'm surprised he has friends. Well, you sure seem made for each other.

[Pot, meet kettle.]

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thehighwind: (🚀 76)

Sender: Cid Highwind

[personal profile] thehighwind 2024-05-14 04:07 am (UTC)(link)
The &^#@ was that?
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[personal profile] thehighwind 2024-05-14 04:11 am (UTC)(link)
Kid there are nightmares and there's that *&$#.

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grumpface: (Um)

Sender: Husk

[personal profile] grumpface 2024-05-14 04:18 am (UTC)(link)
Christ. What a nightmare. Get something small to snack on and a glass of water.

Does shit like that happen to you all the time?
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[personal profile] grumpface 2024-05-14 04:41 am (UTC)(link)
At least here, fucked-up shit like that won't happen, according to some of my drinking buddies. There's still that Noctare shit, but there's probably lots of people here that can handle it.

So you can... transform into different animals? Never knew any human that had that ability.

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Sender: Reaper

[personal profile] b_a_n_g 2024-05-20 05:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Are you actually a trained child soldier, or is this just a nightmare?

[He can already make an accurate guess, but he wants to see it in writing or avoided to confirm his opinion.]
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[personal profile] b_a_n_g 2024-05-21 01:05 pm (UTC)(link)
So untrained roped in due to a special skill set filled with bitterness and trauma from what you've seen and done.

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