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☁ cloud strife ([personal profile] spikyheaded) wrote in [community profile] dreamcrystals2023-05-07 02:21 pm

001 ☁ passive dream

Sender: Cloud Strife
To: Everyone
Subject: Passive Dream Recording
Warnings: Death, human experimentation, deteriorating mental state

[ooc: Accompaniment music, if you so choose.]

Darkness surrounds you, as a dull pain throbs at the back of your skull. It pulsates over and over, and you can't help but squeeze your eyes shut even further. You're thankful for the silence, certain that noise would only further aggravate the pain

But that relief is short-lived as the quiet is quickly broken by screams of one, two—no, at least a dozen voices. Your eyes finally snap open.

The village is on fire, blistering as the smoke grows from the structures surrounding you where you stand. Before you stands a small, single-story home. You recognize it as your childhood home just as a sickening noise pierces through the air, accompanied by the shrill, terrified scream of a female voice within. The building lurches as a beam falls, sending smoke and cinders out the door. You take a step forward, but you can't bring yourself to know the truth.

From the corner of your eye, you see a glint of silver between the licks of fire. A single word falls from your lips. A name.

"Sephiroth."

Your legs begin moving before you take off toward where you need to go.

---


The adrenaline travels within you as you blink the sweat out of your eyes, trying to catch your breath. Sephiroth stands before you, muttering under his breath that she—that Jenova—is the true ruler of the Planet.

You unsheath your blade, large and unwieldy, grasping the hilt tightly in your hands. Though your arm shakes in despair, in anger, in mourning, your will and thirst for revenge is unwavering.

All you can see is Sephiroth, your gaze meeting his piercing green eyes, as your body moves by its own will with the intent of cutting the man down.

The world around you is silent and darkness takes you.

---



The light is blinding and you find yourself unable to fully open your eyes as you are left in a daze. The world swims around you.

But you feel it, the pain from your sides and cold metal against your back. A shiver makes its way down your spine.

There's a prick on the inside of your elbow and you move your arm, only for it to be held down against the cold surface beneath you.

You hear a mumble, a conversation between two people, but you are too out of it, unable to make out the words.

Then you feel something press against your skin, sharp as it begins to cut you open. Your mouth opens, letting out a scream before you pass out.

---


You wake and you find yourself surrounded in a sea of green.

Reaching out does nothing, and for a long time, there is nothingness.

Finally, you feel something solid, your fingertips padding against it yet somehow you only see more of the same. Suddenly a pair of eyes snap open and you withdraw your hand in shock.

The eyes continue to stare directly at you, its green irises piercing and menacing, a sickening glow surrounding its cat-like pupils pulsating. It doesn't come to you at first, at least not immediately, but as you stare back you feel your mouth go bone-dry.

Bone-chilling screams, the crackling of wood and fire, the bodies falling onto the ground. The memories come back to you in an instant. You let out a scream but no sound is heard. Instead, bubbles burst from your mouth, clouding your vision as you thrash within the green liquid surrounding you.

You gasp and the liquid fills your lungs. With arms and legs flailing, you twist and turn, trying to find some kind of escape to no avail. Whispers of those who perished claw at the edges of your mind. They take hold, their grips cold and vice-like. You know in your heart they have no intention of letting go.

All the while, those cat-like, green eyes stare back at you, mockingly reminding you of your failure.

You are trapped.

Drowning.

Helpless.

The only thing that accompanies you are the bubbles reminding you of your futile attempts and the sound of Sephiroth's maniacal laughter in your ears.

The world begins to fade, as darkness swallows you once more.


Cloud wakes, the shirt he wears damp in a cold sweat. His breath is uneven and he cradles his head between his hands, his head throbbing in the worst headache he's had in a while.

"What the hell was that…?"
theheroics: (( 010 ))

[personal profile] theheroics 2023-05-31 04:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[ As Cloud finally sits down and takes the water, Zack will get to work on some of the scattered glass on the floor. He was right- it would be a shame to have done all of that work just for someone to still get hurt in the process.

But it does look a little awkward at first, given Zack's rather large stature handling the small hand broom and dust pan to get up the rest of the smaller pieces.

He doesn't even meet Cloud's gaze when he mentions being in SOLIDER, and despite his almost all-to-eager need to contribute in conversation... he remained silent.

After all he had been through tonight... it just didn't feel right to say anything.
]

Hey, everyone needs a hand from time to time... or a foot. [ He grimaces will turning to face the door again. ]

A SOLDIER's best quality is knowing your limits, and not being afraid to ask for help. [ A brief pause before he finally turns to meet Cloud's gaze. ]

... We're all in this together, right?
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[personal profile] theheroics 2023-06-07 03:08 am (UTC)(link)
Guess not... unless you got some funky magic you're not telling me about. [ H half jokes, a little dryly.

Predict dreams... ugh, this conversation was really difficult to dance around. He could feel his defenses drop the more and more he talked to Cloud, and especially now with how close and real everything was becoming, Zack could only feel the pain in his chest grow stronger around his heart.

He could feel Cloud becoming more suspicious... maybe he'd have to distance himself a little? Or maybe—

A slip of his finger causes one of the shards of glass to scratch against his skin, and the SOLIDER hissed in surprised at the momentarily and sudden strike of pain he felt.
] Ouch! Ugh, alright, that's enough excitement for the both of us tonight...
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[personal profile] theheroics 2023-06-07 05:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[ While Zack was in the middle of nursing his finger, he never quite heard Cloud get up until he was hovering above the wound to look at it. He's... a little shocked by the gesture, to be honest, and even more so when Cloud moves to the drawer to retrieving the cure materia. ]

Hey, it's just a scratch. It really doesn't— [ The man's words quickly faded from his lips when, without protest, Cloud took his hand to heal it.

... Huh?

He could only stand there in a stunned sort of silence as he watched the familiar glow from the materia take effect, and no sooner did the pain appear before it was quickly vanished as if it had never occurred. The cut was small, nothing a small band aid couldn't handle, but for Cloud to go out of his way to do this?

Gosh, what the hell was this feeling? And why did he suddenly feel so embarrassed??
]

Heh. "Was that really necessary"? [ He felt himself quoting Cloud's previous words, still a little shell-shocked by the gesture.

Zack was grateful, regardless, but just the urgency and kindness that was displayed so freely certainly though him through a loop.
]
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[personal profile] theheroics 2023-06-11 04:10 am (UTC)(link)
[ HE GOT A TASTE OF HIS OWN MEDICINE HE GETS IT HE'S SORRY

But okay, that got him to laugh at bit. The statement alone was enough to clear up some of the lingering tension, and Zack smiles from the other side of the room.
]

Anytime. [ He means it. ] I doubt you'll be able to sleep after this, but try to get some rest, okay? Need anything else?
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[personal profile] theheroics 2023-06-13 06:49 pm (UTC)(link)
You sure? If you need something to hold for the night, I'm available!

[ BIG SHIT-EATING GRIN

IS HE JOKING? WHO KNOWS.
]
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[personal profile] theheroics 2023-06-15 04:35 am (UTC)(link)
Whoa, hang on now! What you hold in private is completely up to you... but glad that you're feelin' open enough to tell me!

[ Maybe going a little overboard there, but Zack couldn't help but take the opportunity when it was right in front of him. So with another laugh the man will dismiss himself with a wave before turning and stepping out of the room.

But before he steps out completely he'll poke his head around with a smile.
]

Best friends already!
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[personal profile] theheroics 2023-06-19 08:42 pm (UTC)(link)
I know, I know. Night Cloud!

[ Yup, that was all the reaction he needed as the last bit of tension in the air seemed to lift away with the push towards his room. Zack laughs, allowing himself to be forced backwards as to not embarrass him anymore than he already had. The damage had been dealt, but he was left feeling lighter than when he had first walked into Cloud's room that night.

Despite everything that the other was currently going through... he knew he was going to be okay. Whatever he was facing, the nightmares he was going through, those headaches... Cloud was a lot stronger than the situations around him. He had seen the trials he had overcome in his past, and while Cloud may still be going through the aftereffects, Zack was positive enough to know there was a good outcome at the end of all of this—

—but why, after shutting the door to his own room behind him, did a sudden and crushing wave of guilt press down against his chest.

The thoughts came in and out like the tides, and the emptiness he felt burning there caused him to lean up against the door for support. He knew he would be better in the morning, but it was nights like these when he could practically feel the mako in his throat, burning it dry. Zack didn't want to relive those moments- he didn't want Cloud to either- so maybe... just for tonight... he could also imagine it as if it was all just something their minds conjured up.

That this was all just a dream.

He would spend the rest of his night awake in his bed, trying to convince himself of just that before his own exhaustion would catch up, allowing him a brief moment of slumber.
]