spikyheaded: (13 ☁ like a remix)
☁ cloud strife ([personal profile] spikyheaded) wrote in [community profile] dreamcrystals2023-05-07 02:21 pm

001 ☁ passive dream

Sender: Cloud Strife
To: Everyone
Subject: Passive Dream Recording
Warnings: Death, human experimentation, deteriorating mental state

[ooc: Accompaniment music, if you so choose.]

Darkness surrounds you, as a dull pain throbs at the back of your skull. It pulsates over and over, and you can't help but squeeze your eyes shut even further. You're thankful for the silence, certain that noise would only further aggravate the pain

But that relief is short-lived as the quiet is quickly broken by screams of one, two—no, at least a dozen voices. Your eyes finally snap open.

The village is on fire, blistering as the smoke grows from the structures surrounding you where you stand. Before you stands a small, single-story home. You recognize it as your childhood home just as a sickening noise pierces through the air, accompanied by the shrill, terrified scream of a female voice within. The building lurches as a beam falls, sending smoke and cinders out the door. You take a step forward, but you can't bring yourself to know the truth.

From the corner of your eye, you see a glint of silver between the licks of fire. A single word falls from your lips. A name.

"Sephiroth."

Your legs begin moving before you take off toward where you need to go.

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The adrenaline travels within you as you blink the sweat out of your eyes, trying to catch your breath. Sephiroth stands before you, muttering under his breath that she—that Jenova—is the true ruler of the Planet.

You unsheath your blade, large and unwieldy, grasping the hilt tightly in your hands. Though your arm shakes in despair, in anger, in mourning, your will and thirst for revenge is unwavering.

All you can see is Sephiroth, your gaze meeting his piercing green eyes, as your body moves by its own will with the intent of cutting the man down.

The world around you is silent and darkness takes you.

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The light is blinding and you find yourself unable to fully open your eyes as you are left in a daze. The world swims around you.

But you feel it, the pain from your sides and cold metal against your back. A shiver makes its way down your spine.

There's a prick on the inside of your elbow and you move your arm, only for it to be held down against the cold surface beneath you.

You hear a mumble, a conversation between two people, but you are too out of it, unable to make out the words.

Then you feel something press against your skin, sharp as it begins to cut you open. Your mouth opens, letting out a scream before you pass out.

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You wake and you find yourself surrounded in a sea of green.

Reaching out does nothing, and for a long time, there is nothingness.

Finally, you feel something solid, your fingertips padding against it yet somehow you only see more of the same. Suddenly a pair of eyes snap open and you withdraw your hand in shock.

The eyes continue to stare directly at you, its green irises piercing and menacing, a sickening glow surrounding its cat-like pupils pulsating. It doesn't come to you at first, at least not immediately, but as you stare back you feel your mouth go bone-dry.

Bone-chilling screams, the crackling of wood and fire, the bodies falling onto the ground. The memories come back to you in an instant. You let out a scream but no sound is heard. Instead, bubbles burst from your mouth, clouding your vision as you thrash within the green liquid surrounding you.

You gasp and the liquid fills your lungs. With arms and legs flailing, you twist and turn, trying to find some kind of escape to no avail. Whispers of those who perished claw at the edges of your mind. They take hold, their grips cold and vice-like. You know in your heart they have no intention of letting go.

All the while, those cat-like, green eyes stare back at you, mockingly reminding you of your failure.

You are trapped.

Drowning.

Helpless.

The only thing that accompanies you are the bubbles reminding you of your futile attempts and the sound of Sephiroth's maniacal laughter in your ears.

The world begins to fade, as darkness swallows you once more.


Cloud wakes, the shirt he wears damp in a cold sweat. His breath is uneven and he cradles his head between his hands, his head throbbing in the worst headache he's had in a while.

"What the hell was that…?"
kikuichi: (Scouting)

Sender: Norimune

[personal profile] kikuichi 2023-05-07 01:32 pm (UTC)(link)
A dream, kid.

[So Norimune wrote. What an interesting dream he just watched.]
kikuichi: (Woe Be Me)

[personal profile] kikuichi 2023-05-07 01:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[He'll roll with this, and see how this conversation (?) will go.]

Something you don't know? Why, there's plenty I could say. Yet I wouldn't know if you know them already.
kikuichi: (Intrigue)

[personal profile] kikuichi 2023-05-07 01:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Not even to indulge this old man?

[Fiiine.]

But this old man is rather curious about your dream, if you don't mind talking.

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theheroics: (( 039 ))

> action

[personal profile] theheroics 2023-05-07 05:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It was the faint glow from the dream crystal Zack had idly sat by his bedside that caused him to flicker his eyes open that night. It wasn't unusual for it to give off a faint glow during the late hours- something about another person's dreams, from what he had gathered. He never was in the business of peering into people's business like that, so he was going to dismiss the whole thing until something seemed to poke at the corners of his half-conscious state, causing the sleepiness he once held to fade altogether.

Wait. Was it... Cloud?

He was going to wait until the morning- wait until he could bring it up in casual conversation and ask Cloud how he was doing or how he slept, but something in the back of his mind pushed his thoughts and legs forward as he threw them over the bed and onto the floor. Hesitantly he reaches for the crystal before taking it in his hands and peering into it for just a moment...

... Maybe he really shouldn't have looked, after all. Every scene was gut-wrenching. Every moment seeing his experiences through Cloud's eyes made his stomach turn and finding the air in the room had all been sucked away. Zack could feel the familiar sensations in his arms. The feeling of cold and liquid and heat.

He could hear it, too. Through his keen sense of awareness gifted to him as a SOLDIER, there were noises coming from the other room that seemed different from most nights.

It wasn't unlike the two of them to have nightmares, whether it was here or back home. Zack could recall many nights where he sat awake, watching Cloud flinch and squirm under the weight of his past transgressions and wishing he could do something to stop the thoughts from reoccurring. He could remember the feeling of hopelessness in those quiet hours. Trying to be a hand to settle the nerves. Wishing things had never ended up like this.

It was with those thoughts that instinctively drew Zack away from the crystal, no longer wishing to pry into those memories that were still so raw and real, and making his way to the kitchen for a glass of water for Cloud. He never knew if this was enough, but just like the many times in their past, he was going to help him get through this.

The noises from the other room alerted him to quicken his pace and in a few short moments of gathering the water he was in front of the other man's room. However... something caused him to hesitate as a hand drew up to the door. To Cloud, Zack was just an acquaintance at best. Would he find it weird that he was showing this much concern? Would it seem suspicious? Would Cloud try to distance himself further if he knew—

—a groan from the other side of the door all but dismissed his thoughts as Zack grabbed for the doorknob to open it... only to find out that it was locked.
]

Cloud!? [ He called, voice full of urgency. He gave it only a few moments, just enough to listen to the sounds beyond it, before realizing that this wasn't like most nights. Something about this dream had been worse and he needed to be in here to help. He had to protect Cloud, he—

There was no use asking permission to enter, not when he was in his state, and Zack would rather ask for forgiveness later than do nothing at all. So with a grunt the man will lift one leg up and ram against the door, pieces of wood crumbling under the weight of his blow like it was made of paper. The door all but hung loosely by its damaged hinges, and Zack was able to easily pass his way through it and into the room to search for Cloud.
]

Cloud!! [ He called again when eyes panicked upon realizing that the other man was no longer on his bed, but on the floor facing away from him.

In his shock the glass that was in his hands had slipped out and crashed onto the floor, leaving a ruined pile at the doorway before he moved through it to kneel down at the ground beside Cloud.
]

Hang in there! It's alright, I'm— [ I'm right here.

He reaches down to put a strong hand on Cloud's arm. It was happening again... those headaches...
]
theheroics: (( 053 ))

[personal profile] theheroics 2023-05-07 07:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The shove should have been an obvious reaction to Cloud's fears. He considered it, expected it even, yet when his hand is swatted away the hole in the pit of Zack's stomach deepens.

The room itself was mostly dark, yet the dim light that showed through the window caught glimpses of his face as he staggered back into the bed. The look of confusion, of fear, of how scared and hopeless and small he looked.

Zack didn't allow his face to falter. He kept his jaw clenched, moving that hovering hand to the closest thing that he could reach which fell upon the boy's leg. He didn't squeeze it, mainly keeping his hand there for support. To ground Cloud back into reality.
]

Bad dream, from the looks of it. [ He kept his voice low, doing his best to conceal the worry from the cracks in his throat. He doesn't want to admit he saw most of the dream. That was a conversation for later. ] Just a dream...

[ The SOLDIER finally gives one reassuring squeeze as he pulls it back, hand still prickling from Cloud pushing him away. It didn't hurt, but the roughness and reaction pained him more than any hit could. ]

Here. [ There's a small break from the silence as Zack picks himself up from his kneeling position to stand and move to Cloud's side. ] Let's get you up from the ground.

[ He hovers above him momentarily, extending that same arm to help. Zack'll give him the opportunity to try and lift himself, but if he can't he's more than willing to assist. ]

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retrieves: ([87])

sender: riku

[personal profile] retrieves 2023-05-07 07:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[he's not always one to comment on dreams, but well.

he kind of feels this one on a personal level. in a way that almost makes him feel sick.]


don't listen to anyone who tells you meditation works after high stress situations.

beating the crap out of things does.
retrieves: ([45])

[personal profile] retrieves 2023-05-13 12:42 am (UTC)(link)
i unfortunately might know a thing or two about this sort of thing.

i run, too.


[anything exercise to shift his focus and get his heart rate pumping in a way that's not blind panic.]

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whatsamada: (Unchained)

Sender: Ken Amada

[personal profile] whatsamada 2023-05-07 08:49 pm (UTC)(link)
I think the better question is are you going to be okay?
whatsamada: (Song 2)

[personal profile] whatsamada 2023-05-09 09:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Are you sure?

I just hope you're okay.

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flamekthunder: (ϟ 114)

Sender: Eustace

[personal profile] flamekthunder 2023-05-23 07:16 am (UTC)(link)
[Or well.

That's what it'll say on the message that it's from Eustace. However, what Cloud will see are a bunch of little pawprints and ink smears first.]
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[personal profile] flamekthunder 2023-05-24 03:19 am (UTC)(link)
[More pawprints before a cleaner message comes through.]

It's only one: Briallen. She's worried about you.

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starshower: (temp 165)

walks in here 50 years late with starbucks--

[personal profile] starshower 2023-05-28 12:34 am (UTC)(link)
[At first, Tifa thinks it's her own dream appearing in the crystal—she has no idea how it works, no idea how they appear like this, and so it's a logical first conclusion to come to. Another dream of her standing in Nibelheim as her hometown burns. It's been a long time since she's dreamt of home, or thought about it, but she only recalls some things—the smell of the wood of their homes burning away, the sound of it crackling as it roared through the town, but nothing was quite so loud as the blood roaring in her ears.

The rest... it's all a blur. A muddled hole in her memories that she can never quite get back.

She expected it to follow the same path that always leads her to the end—to the very last memory of Nibelheim—but while it does take her up to Shinra manor, she's quick to figure out that this isn't her dream... but someone else's.

Everything after that... the confrontation with Sephiroth, the blinding light, the green that surrounds her... this isn't her memory. This isn't how it happened. She had been cut down by Sephiroth, but she only remembers the stark white walls of Midgar's clinic, the sound of a woman's voice calling out to her, and the confusion she felt upon waking in a whole other city... In a whole other world.

But that isn't what happens here.

Before the dream even ends, she realizes...

This is what Cloud had seen. This is what she and Zack had talked about—about how he had been there in Nibelheim when it all happened. She had meant to discuss it with Cloud but had been too afraid to. She didn't want to hit any sensitive spots, or make him close up like he always does when she tries to ask...

About how he never made it into SOLDIER in the end... and what happened after she had escaped from Nibelheim...

And she snatches her journal from the bedside table and flips it open, the quill appearing in her hands as they fumble to write—]


Cloud. Can we talk?
starshower: (temp 224)

unbelievable

[personal profile] starshower 2023-06-05 01:17 am (UTC)(link)
[She waits with bated breath for his reply, staring at her own handwriting on the page for those two minutes that seem to stretch on forever, and when she finally sees his own writing appear on the page...

Tifa's response is almost immediate, before he's even finished.]


Not through here. Let's meet somewhere?

[There are too many people who could be reading this, and more than that, this is not a conversation to be had over the journals...]

How about the café?

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